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It's been a while
Tuesday, 27 April 2021 13:13It's been months since I've posted here, almost exactly half of a year. I do have some pictures in storage, but currently I'm not in the mood to show them. Let's wait for a better moment and pray I don't forget it about it lol. I've became pretty forgetful recently and I don't think it's a good sign.
Last two months weren't particularly good to me IRL. To keep things nice and short, without going in too much details: huge family drama (what else is new), my illness (not corona, but nevertheless I spent almost a week in bed) and shortly after Easter a heartbreak (no confessions were made, still hurts like motherfucker). Because all of these factors combined, I don't feel well, mostly sad. The only things that somewhat make me feel better are art (of course), books and talking to people I like. And making them laugh/smile (hopefully). You'd be surprised how much it can improve your own mood. I guess that's the reason why many sad people become comedians.
Today is different, I feel worse, even though in the last week I started to feel much better. I tweeted jokingly that today's Indecisive Crybaby Tuesday, because not only I cried a little, but I can't seem to make any decision - whether it's shading on the drawing I'm working on, or changing layout of my Twitter profile. Arrrgh! Anyway, it's still early afternoon, hopefully I'll finish the drawing till evening.
Now. Time for a sandwich. At least my stomach isn't as undecided as my mind x)
Last two months weren't particularly good to me IRL. To keep things nice and short, without going in too much details: huge family drama (what else is new), my illness (not corona, but nevertheless I spent almost a week in bed) and shortly after Easter a heartbreak (no confessions were made, still hurts like motherfucker). Because all of these factors combined, I don't feel well, mostly sad. The only things that somewhat make me feel better are art (of course), books and talking to people I like. And making them laugh/smile (hopefully). You'd be surprised how much it can improve your own mood. I guess that's the reason why many sad people become comedians.
Today is different, I feel worse, even though in the last week I started to feel much better. I tweeted jokingly that today's Indecisive Crybaby Tuesday, because not only I cried a little, but I can't seem to make any decision - whether it's shading on the drawing I'm working on, or changing layout of my Twitter profile. Arrrgh! Anyway, it's still early afternoon, hopefully I'll finish the drawing till evening.
Now. Time for a sandwich. At least my stomach isn't as undecided as my mind x)
