The Shadow of The Rainbow

It feels so strange that it's the last day of calendar Summer... You know, ever since I've been on a health leave from February to June, my sense of time has become a little distorted. For example, in June, around the time of Feast of Corpus Christi, I couldn't shake the feeling that Easter is around the corner. Easter I celebrated when, in April? :P Right now I'm feeling similar - like something in my head doesn't fully realize that vacation time is ending, that summer is ending, that tomorrow I'm back at work.
But it does have a good side: for the first time in my life I don't feel this odd anxiety related to the summer's end.

Anyway. Here are my newest drawing:


This one is fanart of the game called Homicipher, featuring the protagonist (white cloak) and Mr Crawling (Sadako's half-brother look-alike). I find this game fascinating, because the gameplay is based on active translation of the unknown language - the entities MC meets on her way don't speak any known human tongue, so breaking the language barrier is crucial. Another thing - despite the surroundings and entities being dark, creepy and dangerous... they're not necessarily evil. In fact some of them are very friendly. Like Mr Crawling.
I'm fond of cutesy horror; this game is the opposite - creepy wholesome.



This is a companion piece to one of my previous drawings, maid!Frederick; it depicts his wife Bethesda. I've intended to draw her in a Lady Oscar-like military uniform for a while now. It's a bit of a miracle that I still managed to make her look dainty compared to her husband lol

That's it for now. I've got plans for other drawings, namely something with old men crackship and two somethings with Jax from The Amazing Digital Circus.

Bye~

Hoo boy. Where do I even start?

In the first week of February I feel so unfortunately I broke my elbow. My elbow got fucked up so bad, I had to go to the hospital and get operated (I posted updates about hospital stay on my DA, Tumblr and Twitter). For several week my left arm was completely bandaged. Now my arm is mostly free, but still requires orthosis and physiotherapy. It's also got a pretty hardcore scar where it was operated. During operation they had to two screws to fully repair my elbow. I don't remember about them most of the time, but it feels so bizarre to think my skeleton has now two pieces of metal till the end of times lol.

Of course right now I don't go to work, not with my elbow fucked up. In spare time I draw, I play games, read books again (couldn't stand the mere sight of a book for months) and got sucked hardcore into romance genre for some reasons. Be it My Happy Marriage, Love and Deepspace... I just want to snort romance. I don't know why, but thanks to it I keep discovering fun games and other stuff, so I don't complain ;)

It's finally Christmas.

You may feel tired with this day, this month, this year. You may feel tired after Christmas parties at work and what not, and faking cheer. You may think we live in waaaay too interesting time.

I wish you celebrate genuine, loving bonds not just today, but also everyday. And remember, despite the world being dark and bleak there are still little nuggets of light and joy in it. I wish you see it as often as possible.

Merry Christmas <3

Just as the title says ;) You can visit my Artfol profile here and my Cara profile here.

Fingers crossed everything will be ok...

Goodbye 2023. You took away one of the few people I care about, so fuck you. But I've got to admit, you've taught me some very valuable lessons. It was very painful process though, so fuck you times two.

Hello 2024. There's a lot of hard work and changes to do ahead of me, so I hope you'll be helpful. If not... just know I've got a whole set of nice kitchen knives :)

Happy New Year 2024 everyone, wish you all the love and peace you need <3